It's been a week or so since I had thoughts that I am god. This is not about me being the Almighty, but on the thought of Autonomous Autotheist. Rather than feeling heretic, I just regard the whole experience as a thought experiment that had come to an end.
There is no conclusion whatsoever on this thought. After all, I approached the whole thing from a panentheistic perspective. Therefore, my hypothesis that we are ONE and MANY still holds water. That also doesn't approve the theistic religions. I still hold firm that they are absurd and their books are manmade.
What I want to assert is that all these thoughts are irrelevant in determining our status in the hereafter. I am fortunate to win the Realm of Angels and the Sparta 4964 Gold Ingot. So that ends Phase I. The twenty-six-year Tour of Duty. In front of me, I have sixteen years to go.
This past twenty-six-year journey is a thought experiment to see if I can take the beating. It is a thought experiment to test my resilience. Heck, I don't feel a thing. At best, this is proof of how far the illness was taking me. In which case, the illness is a blessing because it acted as the cause that set the motion of this whole process.
So, it is safe to say that the illness is the excuse for me to explore madness (synchonicity with TraXX).
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