Looking back on what I had gone through, it seem that none of that matters. It is as if I was on this smooth road and suddenly the road got bumpy for a while. Then just like that the bump is gone. If I don't revisit the chronicle, nothing was impacting my journey. Only things that matter are the various "markers" that I came across. Otherwise none of the events were impacting.
So what is that? Is it nothing more than passing events? I wonder... So I guess, the events were to complete the story. The whole process was nothing more than a seiving process. If I ignore the details, there is nothing to it. They are just clouds in the coffee.
So the gate to freedom is wide open. I am free to fly. I will take what is necessary. For the past eight years, the thought is on the flight part. That won't happen. No Vision Quest and Vision Community. I did what I am suppose to do and that's it... End of that journey. Just like when I defeated Iblis. After fifteen years that too came to an end.
So now, I am free again to chart my flight path. What if I quit smoking and be a runner again. Will that make me happy? Well, I am happy now as it is.
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