I shall proceed with the quit-smoking agenda. That's the stumbling block. I had stated my status as an Autonomous Autotheist. The next best thing is to make good the intention to quit smoking. That is the next logical step. Once I am smoke-free, the quest to become a long-distance runner is within grasp.
In the meantime, I enjoy the smoke. I can quit. It is a matter of the will. Then I will lose weight. This is the road map. No care for the world. All I want is to be free. These cigarettes seemed to be my only reason why I could not move forward.
So, remove the barrier, and I will be on my way. I am the most mediocre person right now. I don't do anything much nowadays. Sleep, eat, smoke. Hey, I should include running in my routine.
Never mind, this is the incubation stage. Once I pass that, I will be zooming in no time. The signs were right. I just follow the signs. I should be OK.
My battery is low. I'd better stay positive until I can quit smoking. That will be my Ikigai.
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