This is going South. I am no longer interested in improving the current situation. What will be will be. All I care about is what to do while I am marking time.
One somewhat effective habit is smoking. The rest of the habits are waning away. Truthfully, I am looking for an early death. That is why I have no interest in improving my living conditions. But I am sure that it is temporary. Once I am thin and energetic, I will be motivated again.
Until then, I just flow with the current thought. This is a cruel situation to be in. I would rather die. There is nothing to look forward to in this present life. It is just a transit.
What I can do is to become an Athlete4Life. That way, I should quit smoking and live a healthy life. Here, I am surrendering to circumstances and not doing anything. Tomorrow I will start again.
I had explored all aspects of life, and I concluded that having goals is the most important element in living successfully. Without goals, we are in a limbo.
I had seen it all, and I feel that life is worthwhile as long as you are in pursuit of a worthy ideal. Without it, well, eating and sleeping are good alternatives. Otherwise, you are in for recognition.
I am rich. I have an abundance of time. Even if that is worthless compared to if I am in the afterlife. Thus, I have to return to the body. I have to exercise. Morning and afternoon. Without exercise, I am decaying.
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