Tonight is the test. I will not smoke past 6:15 pm. No matter what, pay the price. I must have the willpower to refrain from smoking. This is my pledge for today.
I have nobody else to turn to. If it is to be, it is up to me. I practice the Wim Hof breathing method.
SATAN KNOWS.
This is my battle with Satan. My Mad Jack is Satan himself. I will not be defeated by Satan. The struggle is always between Jack and Mad Jack.
Imagine what lies ahead: more money than I can spend, running 5 km a day, weighing 77 kg, winning over Diabetes, Liver Cirrhosis, High Blood, Gout, and Bipolar.
The bounties are aplenty. There is no excuse to call for defeat. All I need to do is walk the walk and talk the talk.
Cigarettes have a voice; that voice is the voice of Satan. The defeatist voice. After I won all angles, the final showdown is 22 km at Bukit Kiara. I picked the battleground. Thus, I must win.
Fight and win...
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