1/5/25 The answer is to be true to myself

 Whether I make it or not is up to me.  I want this bad enough.  The synchronicity is in place.  Just move in the right direction.

No need to be philosophical about it.  It's mine.  No need to convince, I am right on the mark.

So let go of Phase I and move to Phase II.  The battle is within.  I can gripe about many things, but I had set the marker.  As long as I can write, I will be OK.

This is truly walking the Path of Aloneness.  It is just me.  It doesn't even involve Lizzie and the kids.  I am all for it as a Lone Warrior.  If I can withstand being alone, I will be OK.  Then I worry about the others.

These are what I want:  Quit Smoking, Weigh 77 kg, and Run 8 km/hour.  These are personal goals.  It always been a personal pursuit.

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