3/5/25 Money problem and quit smoking, both at a go.

 The reason I agreed to the loan was that you said, push come to shove, you get rid of the car, because kau tak heran kereta.

6:51 pm - The real urge to smoke.  Not really to smoke, but the addiction to having nicotine in the body.  It is a little tinge.  If I ride it, it will eventually flatten in 10 minutes.

Then another wave comes in another 5 minutes or so.  Again, ride it for 10 minutes.

I can do this.  I was expecting a beast.  The beast only shows up coupled with other problems like money and weight.  On its own, it is pretty weak.

 The urge gets weaker IF I don't take sugar.

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